In Amongst Trees Only time I ever saw him, he was shooting free throws At that basket they used to have in the parking lot behind the Mt. Moriah Church of God. It was blackberry time, so hot the flowers drooped over on the bricks, But he kept swishing Them in, fourteen straight shots while I stood there, Sweat pouring off of him and the veins on his arms stuck out thick as pencils. "Better not get too used to that thing, mister," I said, "that hoop Is not regulation, it's three Inches too high, person that put it up was some kinda Mexican or something." He went on shooting and didn't even look at me when he answered, like I was a heckler messing at him from behind the bench. "You blong to this church?" he said. "No, sir," I said, "I live over on Harris Street, we're sort of Presbyterians." "I thought so," he said. "Well, if you think I give a hoot for regulations, you are sadly mistaken, and if you were Any kind of Presbyterian at all, you would put Your faith in the spirit, not the law." As if to prove it, he pumped in twenty-seven more, and not one of them so much as touched the rim. "How many is that?" he said. "Forty-one," I said. "I thought so," he said, and he gave a tiny, private kind of smile and tucked the ball under his arm, turning To look me straight In the eye. "How many you think I can do?" he said. "Think I can make it a hundred?" "Mister," I said, "what I think is I know A hustle when I hear one, and besides, all I got on me is some pocket change so don't waste your time." He frowned, but the smile hung there like somebody had pasted it on, and the flowers Jerked straight up like scared Draftees, and a whole bunch of crows swooped down to strut in the trees, crying Out worse than Knicks fans at the garden, and the sky, the sky, One minute it was Clear and the next, it was lightning playing from one end to the other. "Be not afraid," the shooter said. "I ain't being afraid," I said, "it's just I'm having trouble catching my breath." "Tell you what," he said, "I didn't come here to take your money, because this material World does not interest me, so here's the thing: If I don't make it a even hundred, without a break, You can ask me anything you want to, and I will answer, cross My heart, and if I win it won't cost You a red cent" Behind him, a rainbow jumped up, And the sun was rising and setting all at the same time. "What's the catch?" I said, but what I was really thinking was I wished I had gone On to work instead of laying out and calling in sick. "No catch," he said. "But if everybody bleeved in me from the start, where would be the fun of it?" "Okay," I said, "only if you don't mind, I got to sit down cause it feels like my legs don't want to work right." "I thought so," he said, and when he stepped back to toe The line, dead bees Started falling all around me, spattering on the blacktop like hail. By the time he had it up to seventy-three, I was burning With fever, and the goal kept wobbling like a mirage, like I was looking at it through the flames. Off in the dunes somewhere, I could hear Him talking to his self, saying "What father among you, if his son Asks for a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent, Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion?" "How many is that?" I said, because along With everything else I discovered I had lost the gift of sight. "Ninety-eight," he said. "I thought so," I said, and laid back in the sand and started splashing it all over me, trying to break down the fever. "You ort to see yourself," he said, "I seen some poor Losers in my time, but you take the cake. "Go on," I said, "get it over with, you take Some kind of pleasure out of torturing people, is that it?" All of a sudden, the air grew soft and balmy, and a breeze lifted up from Buffalo Creek, And the sky, the sky Was so clean you could see way off to the bell tower at the university. I stood up, and instead of feeling weak, I knew right off that inside My body I was fourteen years old again, restless And crazy, and so full of life it took my breath away. "Here we go," he said, "Ninety- -and-nine." But as he went into that flat-footed Wide-legged crouch Of his, a jump-jet from Cherry Point came looming in over the pines, stopping almost on top of us and twirling Around in a slow circle, so close overhead you could see the pilot, Glancing around inside like somebody that wanted to ask which way was Charlotte. The ball banged Off the rim and caroomed into a lilac bush next to the Fellowship Hall, and no sooner did it happen than the Harrier lifted Away again, Wobbling off toward Albemarle with little puffs of smoke like something from a Buck Rogers serial. "Cheater," the shooter said, "anything I hate, it is a low-life cheat." "Hey now lissen," I said, "I didn't have anything to do with that, that was the U. S. Marines." "Liar!" he screamed, and he raised His arms and called forth the 1812 Overture and serpents twining round my legs and whirling grackles To peck at my privates. But it was all just a shuck And he knew it, and when he saw I wasn't going to beg, he put a halt To it right quick, and stumbled over to the sidelines And sat down with his head on his arms. "Go on," he said, "I'm a man Of my word, ask your stupid question." "Well," I said, "there is one thing that always Bothered me a little bit and it's what happened there on Golgotha, if it isn't too painful for you to talk about." "No, no," he said, "that is my favorite part." "Kay," I said, "thing is, if you were trying to die for our sins, how come you couldn't pick something meaner Than hanging on the cross?" "You think that wasn't hell?" he said. "You just name me something worse." "What about," I said, "a miniŽ ball in your guts and you go down At Gettysburg and you lay there for seventeen hours before you give up? What About you just been born and your mama throws You in a dumpster with the cord Wrapped around you and the snow falling in your face and you aint even got a name? What about You are the prettiest girl in your class and you come down with polio just When they come up with a cure and you flop Around for twenty-three years more dying every day of your miserable life? What About you're trying to shoe your favorite mare and she up and kicks your brain in on The left side and you have to have somebody thereafter to change Your diapers Three times a day and wipe the drool off your face? And what About, what say you Get sentenced to Five years in Central Prison and on the very morning You're supposed to be released, five of them that hate you and revile you and say all manner of things against you Manage finally to lock you up in the shower and butt-fuck you over and over not Just with their Dicks but with fists, with bottles, with sticks, and they leave You with your teeth smashed out on the tiles And your arms broke and you get infected and die from your own Shit because this is a Friday And the doctor don't even come around till Monday." "Was that last one you?" the shooter said. "None of your beeswax," I said, but the tears were going slow-motion down my cheeks and some things it don't take a fortune Teller to guess What the truth is. "I thought so," he said. "I'm terribly sorry what happened, but don't everybody think that their life Is the worst one of all? Where is the wise man? Where Is the scribe? The Jews demand signs And the Greeks seek wisdom, but the foolishness of God is stronger than men." "Is that your answer?" I said. "What kind of damn Fool answer do you call that?" He shrugged and pulled his sweatshirt back On and gave out with a kind of loopy grin. "Let him who boasts," he said, Boast of the Lord." And he picked up the ball one last time and lobbed In a three pointer from thirty feet out. "Drop around again sometime," he said, "we'll go a little one on one." But he knew better And so did I: what was the use? So I unbuttoned my shirt and let loose my wings And they came unfolded like a pair of crossed flags, pinions Pumping to vault me on high way out past the eaves of heaven, back over Yonder to Harris Street, where the angels and the serpents walk hand in hand And the Sons of Man never have to pick apples Or eat humble pie And the unbaptized babies have a place to go home to when they die. James Lineberger |